I've been feeling rather more like the last couple of days were made further south than heaven, and no I don't mean Mexico. I've let a couple of things that were unexpected take me down a little.
I have a friend that has been through some terrible things, and I do mean TERRIBLE. The kinds of things that most have nightmares about. She's made it... kind of, her faith however has not. She's denying God. It breaks my heart.
Then I gave a gift to a friend, and because it wasn't liked by someone else it's become a point of tension almost. When did giving a gift become offensive? I made a pie. If its not on someones diet for any reason health or waistline, then don't eat it. TA DA! Problem solved, don't rant about it on facebook.Trust me it's not something I'll ever be doing again. Unfortunately this individual and his family will be going through him having serious surgery soon. I certainly won't be signing up to bring any meals that's for sure.
We had a mistaken charge on our account.... four times... for a total of over $500. That took two days to straighten out. Then an order I did online came in with double what I ordered, and charged me double of course. It's been a week where I shouldn't complain bc I am very blessed, but I need to vent. I truly think if I had a dog it would have run away, if I drank beer it would have spilled and then I could write a terrible country song.
Dear Heavenly Father, my focus has been off for these days. It is my mistake to have wasted time on these trivial thoughts. In hopes that you see it fit to bless us with tomorrow, I will find a way to bring my heart and mind back to your will. Amen.
Be strong, cuz! I know what you mean. I feel so blessed these days, but it's easy to get caught up in things. I'm praying for you and hoping it all smooths out a little for you!
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